Showing posts with label sad. Show all posts
Showing posts with label sad. Show all posts

Wednesday, April 30, 2008

all dogs go to heaven

When I was a kid, I used to watch a lot of recorded VHS cartoons my granddad used to have from the states. Anyway, one of those cartoons which I loved was the Disney animated "All Dogs Go to Heaven". It's not a really popular Disney cartoon like the Little Mermaid or Pinnochio but it was one of the best I've seen when I was younger.

So, why am I talking about this? For one, I really do believe that all dogs go to heaven. Or any other animal for that matter. Secondly, because our dalmatian just passed away 2 days ago. And yes, it is really and always hard for me to lose a pet because I love animals basically and dogs are number one on my list. Whenever one of our dogs die, I can't help but mourn and cry a little for them. I even get really emotional when I watch a movie wherein an animal would get hurt, killed or die.

I couldn't believe that Domino is gone. He was the most playful of all our dogs next to Snowbal, our Japanese spitz. He was the most friendly of the dalmatians even to strangers. It was so sad to hear from dad that he died because he got hepatitis. But I guess it was a good thing too because then he wouldn't have to suffer more.

Anyway, I know you're in heaven now Domino. I hope you see our old dogs there. You were that LUCKY puppy that almost died before but you got to grow up really well and cheerful. But I guess it was time for you to go this time. I understand why the big man up there got you, so he would have more dogs to protect heaven. We will surely miss you..



Friday, March 14, 2008

another angel for me


He was one hell of a human being.
Lived his life to the fullest.
Never had a dull moment with this guy.
Has this innate ability to always crack me up.
The only person in the group who knows the "PENGUIN" dance.
One of the greatest persons you'll ever come across.

But now he's an angel. An angel who will always be with us no matter what. An angel who will always guide us and will always be present at every get together, inuman or laugh trip we'll ever have. He will always and forever be the KARL that we all knew and love.

KARL.. as of right now, the news of you passing away this morning hasn't really sunk in yet. I might sound crazy talking to you in my blog but it's the only way I can cope with this. I honestly am not ready to see you yet cuz I know I'd breakdown and cry if I see you in that coffin. It's really hard to lose someone like you. I will forever miss our PENGUIN dance, the PHilip Morris joke about me that you couldn't stop telling everyone, the way you would make all these silly faces just to crack me up.. SIGH.

You'll always be in my heart Karl. Always. And I hope that you are happy wherever you are (and I definitely know you're UP there). Watch over us ok dude? We will miss you badly. I LOVE YOU KARL.. Rest in peace



Saturday, October 20, 2007

i'm glad i wasn't there

I'm beginning to feel scared again about what's happening in our country...

Just yesterday, people witnessed another mall explosion in the country. Glorietta 2 suffered severe building damages and not to mention the people who were in it too. The reports said that 9 were DEAD. Either 8 or 9 if im not mistaken. And close to a hundred injured victims. It was tragic. As Arence and I watched the live broadcast late last night, I couldn't help but feel so sad and at the same time so frightened at the situation.

Earlier reports said that the explosion was cause by LPG tanks, but later on, they found pieces of C4 bombing devices. It made sense. If it it were LPG tanks, there should've been fire. But there wasn't any.

I had a very bad dream last night. I dreamt that me and my family were responsible for blowing up an SM mall somwhere. It was like I was in a scene in Next wherein I had this premonition about the bombing and I saw how it happened. In my dream, my parents were the ones who placed the bomb inside the mall. Then right after what seemed like a minute after the placement, the mall exploded. When I dream, I often only remember some parts of it when I wake up. But this one, I remebered everything . I could still remember how the SM sign blew up and went flying across the sky hitting a pick-up truck near a gasoline station. I can still remember the people panicking and trying to get out of the mall and how the others who were trying to get in their vehicles with great speed just to get away from the area. It was so chaotic and frightful. I was so relieved when I finally woke up, knowing that I was back in reality.

As I was watching the news, I couldn't help but feel so grateful; grateful that I wasn't in that mall at that time; grateful that I am still alive. I feel sorry for those families who've lost someone during the incident. I wouldn't know what they must be going through right now, but I know what it's like to lose someone dear to you. I'm lucky I didn't lose anyone in that incident.

I really hope that the national police and government find out who's behind this bomb attack fast.